You know what? I think I'm okay with staying put. Finally. I see hints of us finally finding some people we can be in community with...where we are. Granted, it would be so nice to be close to family and other friends. I have really struggled this past year with feeling so far removed from people, struggling to be in community with many who are not even near my community (nor I theirs). I dunno why this whole house-buying thing was unearthed, though I'm sure there will be a reason for it at some point. As for right now, I am okay with signing a lease and waiting to move. Maybe this is just a tad bit of what might be called surrendering? I dunno.
Let's see what I say about this matter NEXT week! ha!